testosterone: May 2006

testosterone

trials and tribulations..be there or be square.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Yo broz

nothing much. jst saying hi...
hope everyone's fine.

sigh. SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH

I CANNOT TAKE IT LE!

but yet i will.

but god knows it's so difficult.
but FUCK. god be damned.



There is no god.

There is no god above, and no god below
dont cry for god, for there is no god.
don ask for help, or divine intervention,
prayers are empty, blessings are cheap.

There is no god.

There is no god in this world, for are we are not,
damned and cursed and fucked and forgotten?
fuck god NO! for we live here, and we love here.
and no one will help us but ourself.

We are our god.

Sigh.
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

one for the times.

hi bitches.

to assure and re-assure u guys, i still come here though i may not blog as often. just an update:

- i'm gonna ord soon on 30may, i'm neither excited nor utterly sad, i'm just normal and nostalgic, cos i had a very good experience these 2 years and nowhere else would i be able to lead the kind of life i have again for these past 2 years. but having said that, i've decided not to sign on for good.

- as hunter and hb should know i'm into fishing so maybe we can go into fishing soon and also hb our fucking night cycling we've been talking about since what... sec3 or 4? shit man...

- i'm still really availably single but unwanted as yet.

- i prob will relief teach or find something else to do after i ord and perhaps june like hb said we can go overseas for a short budget trip?

- i'm confirmed going smu, just joined their floorball team for the first training so at least i know i'll have some kinda aim/goal in varsity time. if got fishing club or some anglers' society maybe i'll join!

- sorry for not attending wj's birthday retreat, sorry bro. as u know i'm the sign on DOO man so i was clearing my last duty...

- sorry for not posting as much as i should or would have liked to. but i still think of you guys u know?

- just saw, isaac, ezekiel, nyen, kenny, kennedy, ben at zouk last night

- played with some trans when they tried to enter the dance floor and one of them used her/his hand to brush my cock. ccb. but got one damn chio. yk maybe u want? hahaha just kidding.

- when i went to devils bar later to watch champions league final one funny guy saw us standing near the toilet and checked if we were in the queue by asking this, " Hey guys, are u all in the queue? because i've got to really piss.... u know... like the piss is really in my PENIS now waiting to burst out..." while doing those hand signs as if he were rapping... and he was moving from side to side trying to shake his pee back in. later when we told him we weren't in the queue, he went forward to ask my man who was in the queue and asked him," Hey, DO YOU HAVE PISS...LIKE IN YOUR PENIS WAITING TO PEE NOW??? Cos dude....I really have some piss in my penis waiting to u know... just flow out so can i go ahead of u?" that was some fucking funny shit there la.

ok thats about all. love u guys.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

hi here

Hi brother jack jack

sounds like a great plan, but yeah i'll be in tibet from 1st till 18th anyway.
yk....?
hecks i wonder if anyone reads this hahaha.. this has becomed a less and less efficient mean of communication within the brothers... oh well.

beach?
hmmmmm... lesseee...
i say.. the most convenient time will be 20th or 27th?
not too far? and super cheap? ahha cos i spending alot in tibet le.

ok lah see all of u this friday ok.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

hi there

hello brudder hunter, okay, plan on friday seems good..

anyway just an update..so far, zosters and i would most likely be going on a trip backpacking to vietnam tentatively from june 2nd to maybe june 15/16/17? since my hols only start in june 2..wanker has tentatively agreed provided he 's not going russia for hols with his family..while yk, i have yet to ask but i do wonder if he still reads this...

perhaps, we could go on a short trip to a beachy resort somewhere nearby for a weekend? you call the shots man.

jackjack

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Hello brothers

Date: 12th May 2006

Assembly Area: 1900 @ my place

Thereafter convoy movement to Bottle Tree Village Carpark Area

Form Up Point: Bottle Tree Village Carpark

Objective: 2000 @ Bottle Tree Village

Thereafter, chill at my place, till late.

Your chicks are cordially invited as well.

PLEASE RSVP to ME (Codename: HUNTER) ASAP.

Thanks.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

YAY!

We are back in business!

well.. i think that's a swell idea!
but i'll be going tibet in 1st June to 19th? or 18th lah
and may i'm pretty packed le.
so...
i was thinking we jst have a small cosy bbq at sentosa or smtg?
one of the bungalows. cheap cheap.
jst the 5 of us. or maybe plus another 5 haha. see how.

and wah i dunno wad to do for my bdae....

now the date i'm looking at is 12th..
vesak day night.
maybe jst a buffet at my place?
or go a nice restaurant nearby to eat.
having problem with the guest list.. i dunno who to invite
i want to keep it small ( u know i don like crowded parties )
but there's too many ppl to invite...

will let u all know lah huh. maybe i have dinner spererately for all my ppl.

ok lah gotta go le.
bb!

-Hunter

p.s. thanks jack! u must update more! haha

Monday, May 01, 2006

cool.

hey guys, blog revived.

2 things:

1) zost: time to upload some videos on youtube.com i wanna watch.

2) lets go for a beachy retreat this june hols before the world cup kicks off. short trip lah i noe u guys may have work. or other plans. i think it'd be real fun for all of us together.
how about vietnam? sounds good? they have pristine beaches, cheap shopping like bangkok, clear waterfalls and lots of sights and cultures mixed together, with french cuisines, chinese food, viet pho noodles.



and by the way, nice one hunter, keep on blogging i love reading it.

jackjack.