chewbacca is a fucker

hi my brudders,
i guess u're all sleeping soundly now.
i jus woke up. 0230hrs. now at my clerk's place.
no one in his house. not even him.
i fell asleep at his place sia..
cancelled tuition to celebrate ORD of one clerk then end up drink too seh in mess go his house first supposed to go cheeky monkeys after but yah now i cheeky my own cheebye monkey la kanina..
worst thing tt happened is i call home and as usual worried family.
and to make things worst.
i kinda shouted at my mother.
yes.
i did.
WAD DA FUCK IS FUCKING WRONG WITH ME?!
fuck.
i nvr seem to be able to control my temper.. especially recently.
is it the frustrations with the fucking things in our lives now or wad?
fuck man i dunno.
HB, u are urself still man. but fuck i seem to have forgotten how to slow down and relax and fuck care and chill..
man i dunno wad i'm talking.
i think i need to go find the book that brought me back my happiness in OCS period, yea that period with one thing in my mind which troubles me everynite. or rather. one person.
that buddhist book really brought me back to path man.
i think i need to visit the temple this sat.
seriously.. hmm. any of u wanna come along?
if not i will go alone. probably friday evening or sat morning..
anw as usual i haff no luck with girls i think this one i can also forget abt it la.
maybe we should haf a potluck soon la.
at my place or smthg.
ok.
rite now im eating potato chips i stunned from my clerk's fridge and he is still not back!?
cheebye.
my abs were coming out lor.
seriously.. been running like a motherfucker past week or so. then now i drink beer eat chips.
fuck la.

buddha.. save me!
haha..
aiyah.
only i can save myself.
im going to temple.
cya guys.