things change and plans fail. but the brudders 5 will always remain.

yes...communication and the whole package is prob. why until today the silly and some-say-stupid me still got feelings for jo. its not just the online chatting or sms or whatever other fuckforms of means that we can communicate so well. it's also in real life where we fucking feel so happy and comfortable maybe not even having to say a single word too, all of us should know how hard that is to find. in fact, motherfucking hard as chewbacca would put it. and i'm sorry or happy or pypy or jaspy to tell u that yes i still have feelings for that girl. yes i know what u guys are thinking. "fuck la, since when have u stopped this feelings, yeah yeah we've heard it all.." i know brothers... u've seen me through my lovelife, u know how fucking happy and contented i was, i dunno what might turn out in due time or in the future but i mean, u don't just mask those feelings beneath rightZ? and i know maybe deep down u all also might be split within urselfs as to whether i should move on, but its really not easy, if not i would have done that long time ago. but the most impt thing is i know u guys will always support me, and have been telling me to go for what i believe in my heart and likewise support each other, no matter the decisions. so i thank u all for that n wanna say i love u. but having said that, colin, u know how much support we had for u with sabri. so pls fucking make up ur mind, dun play sneaky games... go to her house... then dun meeet us, then tell us meeting but say later and later... wanna go just fucking go. we will be behind u! just cannot stand like the jiao thing the way u handle it. i mean u seriously must know what u want man. u know u had a shit relationship before that, so the choice is yours.

on a lighter note apart from love and relationships, Brother Jack Oh Gim Moh boon, if ure gonna stop being an enigma, then u won't be the jiaokia i've known since sec1 RI sarimbun days when we sat with that stray black dog at the back of the pavilion and camp christine. just that if the feeling is really different then it may not be the right one, either that then need more time lo. and pls get a haircut i hope u have.

ChewBaCCa: i guess i dun need to say much, same old shit again as the army song puts it. well, u may smoke, u may drink, u may be those typical rugger attitude but really, one day, one girl will come la, maybe yan han. oops. i mean yeah. and they willsee through all that and as (was it MeL or whoever) who put it, u may seem something on the outside but inside is a fucking beautiful personality, just like all of us(yeah!)

Hunter: ure just unique and beautiful la. black on the outside but white and as pure and lovely on the inside, like toasted bread with butter. i mean the way u interacted with swee swee jack and me could see that sincerity and niceness man. no facade no mask man. just the weijia we know.

wanker: u gotto keep up this blogging shit man. just how many times have u blogged u ask urself. does this blog even matter to u now anot? just go reflect, not even 1 month's worth of entries know. but i really, and the rest as well, hope u know what u are doing and sort whatever knots out. and stop being so skinny, god, now worse than jack and me. we go chill at ur place soon ok.

to end off...that famous quote:"sometimes...things change...plans fail...but some thigns nv change...true friends(brudders5!) always remain..."
-Author Anonymous(yeah right)

zosters signing off. night.