spaceman

i always wanted you to go.
into space man....
there's a fire between us.
so where is ur god?

jst keep flipping through robin hobbs tawny man trilogy. (its in the toilet, and i read it when ever i poo poo). and . quite thought provoking. it's amazing how everything ties together. does she plan it from the start? or does she start from the start, and write everything to tag on to the beginning? i mean, its 3 trilogies, 9 books in total, all tied up so sweetly. fantastic.

nway. think humans are sorta screwing up this world. whenever an organism becomes too successful in its habitat, smtg's gonna happen to reduce the numbers. predators, disease, or jst simply running out of resources. what's it gonna be for us? call a fren? 50-50? well. either way. i dunno. i jst don get it. how can dinosaurs last for so many millions of years, while i doubt we can last beyond the next thousand.

nway. i'm convinced. the only way the human race can survive is to expand to the stars. sorry if this sounds so crappy but. yeah. shoot me. we're all gonan die anyway. jst listened to up all night by unwritten law for like, the 5th time in a row. so its a nice song. i jst wanna get out of this place for a while. some place far far away. with only the great wide sky above me. tts the one and only thing that can cheer me up without fail ya know... no matter how fuck i feel. no matter what time, what kind, what weather. jst the feeling of the wide wide wide sky above me. i feel free.

if i have a wish. i'd wish i can fly. den i wont feel so fuck. plus get to save on transport fare! hahha. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i've never stopped thinking about signing on. is it jst me, not wanting to spend energy exploring somewhere new and jst sticking with smtg i noe i can do well? or is it really a calling for me? i dunno. am i gonna take med? or law?
i dunno
but i do noe.
my ECONS IS FUCKED!

techno techno techno.
do u noe. techno started in detroit in the US?