Cos All Of The Stars Are Fading Away. Just Try Not To Worry, You'll See Them Someday
Im not the person i used to be. I can feel myself changing and I dont know whats happening to me. I seem to have spent the last couple of months in recluse. Frequenting my condo gym 2hrs everyday, eat and sleep at ANY fuckin time of the day and staring at my new fishtank thinkin of how to make it nicer. Someone suggested im hiding something. Yeah perhaps, I'll have to figure out what it is then. Its time to think through what i want in my life. But But But, let me get my priorities straight and start mugging for my upcoming exams.
Enough abt my fucked up self.
Im really happy for JackJack.. Im sure he is too. And PONY has possibly really found THE ONE this time? I hope this time u really found her. Ironically i found out all these through word of mouth from people outside our circle. Who can i blame but myself for missing out on all the brother outings.
So this leaves me, hunter and Jasper in the game. Or are we? Im not sure.. Im not sure of anything now.
So I said im gonna post some photos to update you guys. Sorry I havent.. being the lazy dick i am. Anyway, 1st Oct was her 20th Bday. And I made some plans that day which all turned out pretty well I would say. Turning up at her door on the stroke of midnight with a cake. Having a great dinner at Garibaldi the next day. Most of all, spending time together and communicating. Photos are coming.. I promise.
BAD NEWS: Her uncle has passed away from Cancer. Made a mistake of telling my mum. Could see her worried look cos Dad is also stricken with the same type of cancer. Why am I so insensitive.
BAD News2: I am not going to have my car anymore. Mum told me our family has no use for 3 cars and since my brother refused to buy his own next year after he graduate, I just have to share a car with my mum which means whenenver she doesnt need it and anytime before 12 midnight. Im sure.
Lets catch a movie friday or saturday night? Let me know. Im going back to study a little before i sleep.. for the third time today,
Love, Colin
Enough abt my fucked up self.
Im really happy for JackJack.. Im sure he is too. And PONY has possibly really found THE ONE this time? I hope this time u really found her. Ironically i found out all these through word of mouth from people outside our circle. Who can i blame but myself for missing out on all the brother outings.
So this leaves me, hunter and Jasper in the game. Or are we? Im not sure.. Im not sure of anything now.
So I said im gonna post some photos to update you guys. Sorry I havent.. being the lazy dick i am. Anyway, 1st Oct was her 20th Bday. And I made some plans that day which all turned out pretty well I would say. Turning up at her door on the stroke of midnight with a cake. Having a great dinner at Garibaldi the next day. Most of all, spending time together and communicating. Photos are coming.. I promise.
BAD NEWS: Her uncle has passed away from Cancer. Made a mistake of telling my mum. Could see her worried look cos Dad is also stricken with the same type of cancer. Why am I so insensitive.
BAD News2: I am not going to have my car anymore. Mum told me our family has no use for 3 cars and since my brother refused to buy his own next year after he graduate, I just have to share a car with my mum which means whenenver she doesnt need it and anytime before 12 midnight. Im sure.
Lets catch a movie friday or saturday night? Let me know. Im going back to study a little before i sleep.. for the third time today,
Love, Colin
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home