maturity

sometimes some things happen , and you see red. or at least i see red.
pissed off. not jst the run of the mill pissed off but the really neck swelling vein throbbing pissed off.

you wanna say things to hurt. you wanna ignore the person. you wanna make the person come begging for forgiveness.

then you think again. or maybe i think again. and. somethings ARE better left unsaid, some things are better left undone..
friendships are more than a few harsh words, a few insensitive gestures. what will we be if we keep thinking about how people are gonna react to our actions? a master chess player probably but tts besides the point. as always. i'm always besides the point huh.

well. i'm jst proud that i thought all that before jst shooting back off the tip of my tongue. have i become wiser? maybe. am i more mature? maybe. am i growing up? i should think so. i'm reasonably happy with that fact..

well. went out for dinner today with jinling, a fren i met online. what's amazing is the number of people i bumped into. Mr ron, followed by Sylvia (whom i haven seen in ages! {3years? more} what a fantastic suprise. somewhere in my heart there's still a soft spot for that girl ahha but you'll never get me to admit that.). after that... francis! great to see him. even though its only been a few months since i last saw him. with two FANTASTIC ladies in tow. lucky bastard. then! met my cousin. with his gf haha... so nice to meet him haha its been ages.

Blood really is thicker than water.

eh.. what else. ah yeah. why is everyone smoking nowadays. social smoker smoke my cock lah chao chee bye. cannot socialize by sitting there meh? dongliang compared smoking to drinking jst now. but firstly. do u drink as much as u smoke? no. does drinking contain as many harmful substances as smoking? no. most importantly, does drinking harm those around you??? no. fucking negative fucking externalities lor. i did learn some fucking thing from econs ok.
chewwie, i'm really glad ur cutting down. i'm behind u all the way ( and 6inch inside as well HAHA just joking) i only hope u can STAY cigarette free.

eh..... what else to blog. eh..... i duno leh.

OH YES!
eh jack jack... remember last time in rj.. i always say dawn damn chio. yeah and i always say the other dawn damn cute. ty would know. that bugger even got me her hp no. from minli. but i never call her. please i not that stalker. not everyone nice like val like that.

nvm thats another story for another day. nway realised she ur is your bor's gd fren lehhh. now what do u make of that?
and aimei is dawn's gd fren. who is, incidentally, damn cute as well.

look! i even took a picture with her during our prom.

So very pretty.

but. as what my fren said at my behest to intro his colleagues to me... he wouldn want his frens to get ruined. wonder what that says about me. some words come to mind. words like FUCKED for example. and UP.

HUNTER.
OUT.