fuck it

it's not a matter of maintaining the blog or hearing from each other from latest entries. but it's quite disappointing like i smsed to all u. tha i dun even hear a single word from u guys or even c u guys down at my grandfather's wake. dun say ure busy when u have time to spare for the love in your lives. the disturbing thing is just that everyone just carried on with their lives, is pausing for a short while to "be there" for a brudder that time-consuming and demanding? i dunno... just for you guys to ponder over. I know if the situation were reversed, even if i can't make it, i'll make it up in other ways.

peace out.going for the funeral procession now.