testosterone: October 2005

testosterone

trials and tribulations..be there or be square.

Monday, October 31, 2005

hello everybody.

eh realised haha why wanker msg me today
eh the sure cannot means everyone sure cannot, not he sure cannot...
anyway. i see lah . maybe i start calling ppl up. or maybe i jst stay at home and watch my gundam seed destiny HAHAHA

hunter out

hahahahaha

if jackjack is studying so hard now...u can bet your ass the wanker's studying even harder than i wank...

must tell me earlier siah..i got driving until 6.20...i can meet for chopchop dinner gotta leave before 10pm...not that i mind u noe...if u guys have better plans..

jackjack peace out.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

OUTING

tomorrow.
monday night. lets go out. everyone. all 5 of us.
that includes U wanker.
but aiya sure cannot make it wan
expected liao

zosters will be DO (HAHAHA)
jackjack will be studying
chew prob can.
wanker will be missing.
and hunter will be staying at home watching gundam seed.

eh
chewwie i think we go do weights lah huh.

hunter out.

Monday, October 24, 2005

guys, my cousin is a professional photographer and he went to mongolia recently. He took lotsa photos of the beautiful ppl there, and printed a calendar. Well.
the calendar is currently on sale now.

Each copy costs: S$10.00 (3 for S$25.00)
Postage (within Singapore): S$1.00

Postage (overseas): S$3.00

It is a table top calendar with dimension 7 in x 7 in.

its limited edition, and very very exclusive! you definitely wont find this at borders or kino or whatever.

anyway. pictures speak louder than words.




Still interested?? contact me at schmuardian@hotmail.com NOW!

Friday, October 21, 2005

Cos All Of The Stars Are Fading Away. Just Try Not To Worry, You'll See Them Someday

Im not the person i used to be. I can feel myself changing and I dont know whats happening to me. I seem to have spent the last couple of months in recluse. Frequenting my condo gym 2hrs everyday, eat and sleep at ANY fuckin time of the day and staring at my new fishtank thinkin of how to make it nicer. Someone suggested im hiding something. Yeah perhaps, I'll have to figure out what it is then. Its time to think through what i want in my life. But But But, let me get my priorities straight and start mugging for my upcoming exams.

Enough abt my fucked up self.

Im really happy for JackJack.. Im sure he is too. And PONY has possibly really found THE ONE this time? I hope this time u really found her. Ironically i found out all these through word of mouth from people outside our circle. Who can i blame but myself for missing out on all the brother outings.

So this leaves me, hunter and Jasper in the game. Or are we? Im not sure.. Im not sure of anything now.

So I said im gonna post some photos to update you guys. Sorry I havent.. being the lazy dick i am. Anyway, 1st Oct was her 20th Bday. And I made some plans that day which all turned out pretty well I would say. Turning up at her door on the stroke of midnight with a cake. Having a great dinner at Garibaldi the next day. Most of all, spending time together and communicating. Photos are coming.. I promise.

BAD NEWS: Her uncle has passed away from Cancer. Made a mistake of telling my mum. Could see her worried look cos Dad is also stricken with the same type of cancer. Why am I so insensitive.

BAD News2: I am not going to have my car anymore. Mum told me our family has no use for 3 cars and since my brother refused to buy his own next year after he graduate, I just have to share a car with my mum which means whenenver she doesnt need it and anytime before 12 midnight. Im sure.

Lets catch a movie friday or saturday night? Let me know. Im going back to study a little before i sleep.. for the third time today,

Love, Colin

Thursday, October 20, 2005

wah sian diao

no one blog i blog. but nowadays i always blog my own blog.
how would it be like to be a celebrity blogger?
i think it would be quite nice. i dunno, but i think when we blog we WANT ppl to read. tts why we blog right. to let ppl read. RIGHT or NOT?

anyway i am @#$%*Y%&(%TUKDY&^%$ pissed off. mother wont let me drive the impreza. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

wait. must keep my blood pressure under control.
i got high blood pressure.
doctor says its cos of my big muscles.
HAHAA
i guess it explains my raging huge HARD ONS
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA

Sunday, October 16, 2005

of depressing and miserly stuff...

yk and i share a good friend, whose mum just passed away. same age, u think about it, put ourselves in his shoes, and we'd be thinking how can that fucking possibly happen. we're still 20 only. we have many more 20 years to come. we still have to complete uni, earn money, set up family, make love and babies let our parents carry, how can that ever fucking possibly happen! it's times like this that make me feel fate and god can deal u a cruel hand. i know we are all guilty of angering or frustrating our parents every now and then, i just pray that all of us would start concealing or simmering that temper of ours, that smelly stubborness that is so characteristic of the brudders, that head-strong personalities in all of us, that ever-ready to snap attitude... have more patience, have more love, more understanding, then we will never regret doing or not doing something if one day such a thing should happen. this friend's loss is surely something we all can never ever come to empathise with because none of us have been in such a position. if any of us have been wankers to each other or to others as well, i say, lets stop this wanking attitude and turn-off behaviour. if u know that u can jolly well come out to meet the group, just fucking do it, why hide in some hermit shell. dun give some jiao excuses once more, no one will know if ure telling the truth.. only us ourselves who made the decisions will know. unless totally valid, lets meet up. i have been in a depressing mood lately, ppl have been asking y i look sian and stressed. truth is, sian maybe, stressed still ok, but y do i look like that? i dunno, i feel my life has come to a point where it is starting to lack meaning, to lack a certain direction, am devoting alot of myself and time to work and it doesn't really seem all that rewarding and worthwhile. i need something new to rejuvenate my mind, body and soul. like a morphine jab, like a sniff of bob marley's marijuana, like...like max brenner's choc bar fondue...like sex...or maybe not. but u all get my point. i feel like i'm entering some new phase in my life, where i need to have something concrete to work towards, something workable and something within my reach, some beacons to guide me along the way, for i may not have strength to do this alone. i dunno the point of this entry neither do i know where this typing is going...my mind is just drawing a blank right now. too many knots, too many clashes too many questions too many doubts...love u all...

jasper

hello everybody

so we got 3 monkeys, one pony (haha!) and a chipmunk.

BRB. cannot tahan stomachache!!!

nway. back. musta been the banana nut crunch cereal with ants.

aiya i dunno nowadays a always blog on my own blog.
sian today cannot slack liao. really gotta work. but fuck the civ3 really damn fun hahaha

wah possibility of making new fren.
weeeee

Friday, October 14, 2005

Celebrate Diversity

Wow.. wanker is a

You Are A: Chipmunk!

chipmunkEveryone adores these cute woodland animals, known for the stripe that runs down their back. Famously timid, chipmunks will quickly scurry to the safety of their burrows if danger approaches. As a chipmunk, you eat mostly seeds and nuts, but you may sample bird eggs and insects from time to time.

You were almost a: Kitten or a Squirrel
You are least like a: Monkey or a PuppyCute Animals Test

Sunday, October 09, 2005

and that leaves us with only one brother. what animal will he be????

CHEWABACCA = PONY. MORE LIKE PORNY LA FUCK

You Are A: Pony!

ponyWho doesn't love a pony? You are one of these miniature horses, renown for your beauty and desired by many. Full of grace, you are a beautiful and very special animal, full of strength and majesty.

You were almost a: Puppy or a Monkey
You are least like a: Chipmunk or a GroundhogThe Cute Animals Quiz

those famous five

guess what, i guess its 3 monkeys so far... wonder about the other 2 dicks out there who haven't done this quiz. and y am i not surprised that we 3 are monkeys? hmm...

You Are A: Monkey!

monkeyMonkeys are intelligent and agile, well-adapted for jungle life as they swing happily from tree to tree. As a monkey, you are a social animal who eats a wide range of food, is quick to learn new things and loves to climb. A monkey's tiny primate features are irresistable, as is his gregarious personality!

You were almost a: Squirrel or a Puppy
You are least like a: Turtle or a BunnyDiscover What Cute Animal You Are!


fucking tired this week...jaspy signing out and awaiting to see you babes soon-muacksz-

Friday, October 07, 2005

hello everybody.

I am glad that ppl are posting here again.
You Are A: Monkey!

monkeyMonkeys are intelligent and agile, well-adapted for jungle life as they swing happily from tree to tree. As a monkey, you are a social animal who eats a wide range of food, is quick to learn new things and loves to climb. A monkey's tiny primate features are irresistable, as is his gregarious personality!

You were almost a: Puppy or a Pony
You are least like a: Chipmunk or a LambDiscover What Cute Animal You Are!

I'm a monkey too. let's see what other animals the brothers are.
i'm up for prata tomm night.
cant promise the time tho, cos i'm going to my fren's place around 7-8. prob it'll be around 11 + i guess.
i've got a fucking headache.
hope its not dengue.

Hunter.

..................................

i thot i would be someting cute like a puppy or a whale.....close............

You Are A: Monkey!

monkeyMonkeys are intelligent and agile, well-adapted for jungle life as they swing happily from tree to tree. As a monkey, you are a social animal who eats a wide range of food, is quick to learn new things and loves to climb. A monkey's tiny primate features are irresistable, as is his gregarious personality!

You were almost a: Puppy or a Duck
You are least like a: Turtle or a GroundhogDiscover What Cute Animal You Are!

hi guys

hi guys,

is this blog dead? hmm..wad with pple going on with our lives..
having enough time to only meet each other during the weekends..
which is not too bad...

having said that, havent seen chewbacca or weijia for a long time, yet at least ive heard their voices and some form of communication over the past week/ends..yes, this saturday we should meet up for supper or something cos im craving prata..

having said that, there's some which i havnet heard for some time now, even though ive been seeing the face/s almost every day..

so what say u guys we meet for some tehbing and prata tmr saturday night..? that, for one, is a really cheap alternative to say, hedonistic stuff like beer? and im not asking to binge on several pratas..even if its just ONE kosong prata..it wouldnt kill..for its the company that counts..

having said that, i'm tired..the workload has piled up.

jackjack no more